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Here is not here.

As you can see, this is my first ever blog post. 
I have already started typing with no plans about what this post is gonna be about.

I guess starting with a bit of introduction about myself is reasonable. 
My name is Arkamouli Debnath. I am currently(2020) a PhD student in Mathematics at Tata Institute of Fundamental Research, Mumbai. I finished my Masters in Math from Indian Statistical Institute, Kolkata earlier this year. Previously I did my Bachelor's in Math from Ramakrishna Mission Residential College, Autonomous, Narendrapur and graduated with Honours in 2018.

Like any other guy or girl who pursues higher education in Math, I was interested in Math from a very young age. Mostly because I was pretty bad at every other thing and Math was the only thing I was good at! And after a few years I started to feel like abstract thinking and reasoning is THE only thing that fascinates me. Concrete things have rarely appealed to me. This might sound like I am romanticizing my love for Math, but to be honest I look back now and I realize that I had to suffer from a lot of mental health issues due to my absolute lack of interest in things that are concrete. 

Because of this deep fascination towards abstract thinking I realised from a very young age that I am in certain ways very different from kids my age. I became increasingly detached from reality as I grew older and Math felt like a drug that patronized me more and more to turn my back on the real world and go somewhere far away from here. 

Hence the title of the blog. Here indeed is not here. 

I think I will start posting about Math from my next post onwards. Let's see how that goes.
See ya!

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